June 2025

Another month is over, and a new one has just begun!

Let’s hope it’s a good one without any fear… and regret!

Now… where to begin?

June 1

It’s now or never; I need to get back to my own personal agenda, which I have forsaken for so long!

Starting from this evening, I need to start revising everything I have learned so far, and practicing a litlte bit.

I should try to get it done within this month. And for the upcoming months, I should be wholly dedicated to it.

The rest… I suppose it’s time to ask for help (seriously), and to adjust the sail a little.

Sometimes I wonder, what is the meaning of everything have been doing?

Some day I wake up feeling energetic and ready to “conquer” the world. And yet some day, I wake up feeling full of doubt.

Whatever it is, I suppose that being near people makes me feel better and makes my mind clearer (as it happened to me this morning – attending class and role playing with people). Not to mention, physical exercises also pump me up and (seemingly) allow me to see more clearly (finally I have made it back to the gym after a long time focusing on this blog). So I suppose I should definitely try to get connected and to move more!

Though… I sometime wonder, who are my friends? Who are the people I should hang out with more?

Some people (like my mentor) consistently recommends that I hang out with their “tribes”. But I still doubt it; probably because I still doubt my own outlook on the world.

What am I supposed to believe in?

What are the fundamental things that I should believe in and base all of my existence upon it – and what are the disputable things that can be put aside?

….

I should definitely meet people more. I still doubt whether I should be out with some “gurus” out there; I still believe it’s better to be with my friends rather. Especially the ones who may seem a little… rough, I guess.

Ok, I guess that should do it for today. Let’s get back to work, while enjoying my time at the coffee shop.

Also, today is Sunday, so…. yeah!

Tenki ga iikara, hajimemashou!

(12:53 PM GMT+7 – June 1, 2025)

June 3

Woke up a little late today. I’m feeling a little lazy about going to the gym, but… well, let’s just do my best!

Let’s do it! Let’s smash it!

Tenki ga chotto yokunai desu ga, hajimemashou!

(09:05 AM GMT+7 – June 3, 2025)