June 2026

It’s gloomy outside…

And somehow, I’m also feeling a little gloomy inside. Though it’s not quite sadness; just… melancholy, I suppose.

Now, where to begin?

June 2

So busy for the last few days. Sometimes, things escalate so quickly. Luckily, not so much that they spiraled out of control.

Somehow, I feel as if I had become 10 years older.

It’s strange. To think that the “roof” is slowly deteriorating. And that one day, one will become the “roof” oneself.

Birth-Old age-Sickness-Death. The cycle keeps spinning.

…

Carpe Diem, I suppose.

Some people do not even want to look at a person when the person is alive, but when the person dies they write eloquent obituaries and make offerings of flowers. At that point the person has died and cannot really enjoy the fragrance of the flowers anymore.

If we really understood and remembered that life was impermanent, we would do everything we could to make the other person happy right here and right now.

Thich Nhat Hanh

Anw, 3 days left. (officially) I’d better hurry.

(09:05 AM GMT+7 – June 2, 2026)

June 3

Feeling a little hungry right now. After all, I woke up earlier than usual (well, when I say “usual”, I mean the recent days) and had breakfast early as a result.

Just finished something that was scheduled long ago. A little giri giri, I guess. But I made it on time. Now I only want to rest a little.

It’s almost lunchtime already. When I’m done, I’m probably going out.

Anw, 2 days left. Let’s see what I can do.

(11:07 AM GMT+7 – June 3, 2026)